Waiting Again

Today is my fathers birthday! He had to go to the hospital for some tests and scans. Afterwards the doctor talked to us about what exactly was going to happen from now on. We didn't get any good news. There is something on the scan that isn't right and they have to test to see if it's part of the disease. If it isn't it will continue as planned and he will be operated and have radiation therapy. If it is they won't operate and there's no chance of a full recovery. So now we're waiting yet again for some tests and results...

My Chemistry test today didn't go very well. My cold is getting worse and I had trouble concentrating. Besides I'm not good at chemistry to begin with.

Good thing tonight I'll be going to a concert of Scouting for Girls!
The tickets are a birthday present from a very good friend of mine.

Sometimes I sit in the bus and I play all these different scenarios in my head. Imagine riding a bus that is driving next to water. An accident occurs and the bus is driven into the river. You're one of the few conscious people left and you have the chance to save maybe one or two other people.
Who do you save? I wonder, I look around the bus and try to decide these things. Because all the people I see are complete strangers the only thing I can do is think about who has the highest survival chance and choose the people that would die without me but live with my help. What would you do?

Love from Cindy :3