Right & Wrong

Last night I had a rather disturbing dream. I dreamt about a man who worshipped the Devil and a friend of his that believed in God. The man who worshipped the Devil wanted to kill his wife because she cheated on him. The man who believed in God said he would kill him if he attempted it. But then when the Devil worshipper saw his wife with his two children smiling he couldn't do it anymore. The man who believed in God dropped his weapon (some type of gun that he brought) and looked at him as if in fear. Then the Devil worshipper said to the other man: "Don't you see that I'm just as afraid of your God as you are of mine?"

This dream made me think of what is right and what is wrong and how it relates to religion. I was raised with an open mind. My father and mother left me free to develop my own beliefs. I was baptised as a child but I chose not to go through with communion because I felt I couldn't lie to an entire belief, pretending to believe in the same thing when I wasn't sure what I believed in. I never followed the 'Word of God' in what was right or wrong. I just followed the rules of society and my own conscience. But even now when I'm already legally an adult I still don't know what to believe. And I'm not sure that I'll ever find the answer. So until I "see the light" I will call myself an Agnostic and follow the rules I have followed all these years. They have worked for me so far.

Love from Cindy :3

Wedding Invitation

A while ago my dad and a group of his friends were talking about his up coming wedding. My dad was telling them about where it was going to be and what time it was going to start when he casually said that I was going to design the invitations. He hadn't even asked me! I looked at him and said: "I am?" He said: "Oh right, hey will you design the invitations for us?" Of course I said yes but I decided to wait until all the invitations were sent out to post this so I wouldn't spoil the surprise.

Love from Cindy :3

Berry Fever!

It's strawberry season again! We've been eating lots of strawberry at home (nomnomnom) . Today at work, the morning didn't go so well, I couldn't reach my target and I almost choked twice on nothing really. My supervisor thought I had Pertussis. I've had this cough for weeks now so I really hope he's wrong. Anyway, I was getting some tea for the 20th time for my throat when there were a woman eating strawberries. She offered me some! After that I didn't have any cough attacks and I actually reached my target! Moral of the story? We should all give more strawberries to strangers!

Love from Cindy :3

Update

To make up for the lack of posts I decided to put up the doodles I drew; with and without any particular story.

A little while ago I visited a good friend of mine in her new house. When I went to the bathroom the light was acting funny going on and off like a bad horror movie. I wasn't scared until I couldn't unlock the door anymore. The door just wouldn't budge and so finally my friend had to release me by opening it with a screw driver...

A few nights ago I had a very odd dream involving Huge Candy that turned evil...

My dad's radiation- and chemo-therapy has started.

To save money for my traveling plans I decided to sell all the books that I didn't read anymore. So I had to remove the books from my bookcase and put them next to my desk to offer them on a website and have them ready to ship when they're sold. So my bedroom looks like this:

My closet looked like this for a short while but I filled it up with lots of junk and pictures. A friend of mine said that empty bookcases make him feel sad and it made me want to doodle this.

In my office, my boss put up a huge canvas of Rome and since I have some free time in between calls I decided to try and draw the Colosseum, see here my feeble attempt.

I was drawing the sun and then I decided that after rain comes sunshine should be the message but I guess I drew it the other way around.

Also, here's a picture of the Art project I was working on and almost ruined with red ink.

And a painted version because I had time to spare.

Love from Cindy :3

p.s. I didn't win the car.